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I took alot of time to write this one Thing.. I dont know why but I felt very uncomfortable to write it..

    Well, the thing is I want to say a girl that I like her.. But, tell me how many times does that work when a guy [Stranger for her] went to a girl and said.. "I like you and I would like to take you out for a coffee.. what eva". Life is just ain’t another movie ..  How abt this ?? — " I want to do friendship with you.." how does this sounds.. he he .. pathetic ain’t it??.. I commented myself when ppl use this one.. but, I now know what they feel like [:(]

     I just want to know more about this girl.. so that I can know whether "US" works or not.. u knw, what I mean. For clarity, I dont love her.. I just like her,.. Thrz alot of difference between these words.. Leave that.. So, I met her, wished her happy birthday …. and just wanted to carry on the conversation later.. After a week, suddenly I pinged her and said a formal "HI"… well that is ok !!

     Next line .. "how was ur week?"… ok … before typing this, I thought for sometime… how to start or say how to drag her into a conversation.. so that we can later say "HI" when we meet outside.. From her side this is the msg.. "I dont wanna sound rude [Dude !!]" .. "but why ?? "…. Aaa haaa.. I don’t find any fault with her askin this… I mean, come on.. as I explained above.. am jus a stranger to her… Simply a stranger.. My stupid mistake is "add’in her on my buddy list".

     Now, thats whr I took a break… what to say .. i mean how to explain her??…"but why?" .. those two little words tested my entire knowledge in english.. Well, thought for a moment and I just closed the window.. I dont know wat to say .. I said "just tryin to make a conversation"  [Funny.. ain’t it ?? …. I laugh, when I think about this… ].. no reply … may be she’s expecting something else.. [What could that be ??]..  My first time talking to a stranger[girl] after 7 years of boys residential school. Hmmm.. many fail in their first attempt.. .. he he.

     Thats what happened that day … Monday 29th Oct.. The day that I remember foreva… Ohh ohh I forgot.. to make this happen [I mean to meet her, wish her, etc., etc.,].. I prepared for 3 weeks, noted the date on my calender.. practiced 100 times .. made different sketches [Plans]… Consulted Love Guru [sry !! he requested privacy…] … hmmm "did it fail ??" is the question that comes to my mind every day ..  I feel very very very uncomfortable to just see her… but the truth … I don’t know "why"… May be its because I didn’t say her wht I actually wanna say .. Hmmmmm May be !! ….

Thanks for this blog, for letting me say this to someone…

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!  My heart feels very light now.. Hmm,  Thanks for listening to me folks !

Now playing: Avril Lavigne - [Avril Lavigne B-Sides #10] All You Will Never Know

Hi !!

Ten Firsts:

-> First Best Friend: Vamsi. D.[In 3rd, 4rth, 5th classes]!
-> First Vehicle: HERO cycle
-> First Crush: Sermista my senior in my school.
-> First Movie: "Gang Leader" I think.
-> First Kiss: Not yet re.. (
-> First Novel: The catcher in the RYE.. it was awesome..
-> First Tape: Premikudu (as far as I remember).
-> First Fist Flight: To Delhi from hyderabad.. on 25th Aug 2007.
-> First Teacher: Indu Murthi.. my b4 LKG teacher.
-> First country to visit: Cyprus.

Nine Lasts:
-> Last Alcoholic Beverage: I think it was Teacher’s !!
-> Last Bike Ride: with my brother to MNCL.
-> Last Movie in Theater: Lakshyam [Tel]
-> Last Expletive used: "Aaaand Kha Chutiyeee"
-> Last Book I couldn’t get past the preface of: Slides of a tool used for developing a project in my company. he hehe..
-> Last time I cried: Recently I am cryin in every movie (WTF!!!).
-> Last TV character that made me laugh: Charle (Two n half men).
-> Last class I took: Training in my company abt some MGMT subject.
-> Last slap from: I don’t remember re.. my mom [May be] 

Eight Have You Evers:
-> Dated one of your best friends: Nopes.
-> Been arrested: Not yet but got cought twice !
-> Been on TV: No re!
-> Written a poem: Yeah sometime in college more of a song like… You will kill urself if u read it.. believe me!!
-> Been out of the country: Yeah!! Am in Cyprus now.
-> Fantasized about a cartoon character: Jasmine.. [Alladin]
-> Jumped from heights: Nvr.. but planning to.

Seven Things I Can Do:

-> Watch only F.R.I.E.N.D.S whole 24 hrs.
-> Just sit on a computer for 24 hrs and still wont be bored.
-> Listen music while reading blogs and drinking coffee (Multi-Tasking)..Yeah and can work too.. am workin now, u see.
-> Eat only cakes for a day !!
-> Never run outa things to talk!!:)
-> Irritate people!
-> Cook.

Six Celebrity Crushes:

-> ***Rachel Bilson (I am even ready to marry her),
-> Amanda Peet,
-> Jennifer Aniston,
-> Monica Bellucci,
-> Bhoomika Chawla,
-> Amisha Patel.

Four Greatest Fears:
-> Unrequited love,
-> Angry people,
-> Lizards,
-> Some times abt my stupid plans.

Three Sacrifices I’d make:
-> Lose sleep to study for an exam.
-> Stop listening to music to make test cases for my module. lolzzz
-> ‘Almost’ anything to keep parents n best friends happy.

Two Things I’d want to do before I die:
-> Write a good book and make it a best seller!
-> Fall in love and never out of it.

One thing I hope for myself:
-> Hmm….i hope I will go out with the girl whom I am thinking right now.. No names pa .. .

P.S :- Taken from some ones blog and edited.

Hey folks !

Nothing much going on these days ! Week days in office, week ends searching for an apartment and I guess finally our search has come to an end . Meeting my land lord tomorrow.. So, its a three bed room apartment, fully furnished except no ACs… Well, its cheap compared to others.. and its near to the Office… What else we need ?

Eating in Mc. Donalds has become a common thing. I hate anything made of bread and if its cold I would rather stay hungry rather than eating it. But, my friends, those days(early morning Idly, sambar, dosa, poori, ….) are gone … Am eating freezed sandwitch (rather say two slices of stupid bread and two tomato slices and one long cucumber and a leaf of spinach) every morning along with a full glass of cold Coffee (Nescafe expresso).

Believe me when I say this, I really don’t understand how people could stay for 10s of years outside INDIA. Seriously, no littering outside, can’t cross the road with out signal, ride cars below 50 (orelse cameras are there to bust us.), dont make much noise in your own fu**ing apartment, coz, neibhours may have some problems.. and if you just touch your friend, they scream " he’s gay. he’s gay". These guys they think they are matured, but, in reality their brains are loaded with loads of crap, that no one can ever change.

I am not sayin that everyone is like this. GOOD exists every whr. There are many good people around here. Like all the land lords of our friends apartments.. they are so cool. Well, the other say we confirmed a house and suddenly before making the contract they refused to give us their apartment. You know the reason for it ?? Guess… !!!! …. My Nationality… They don’t want Indians… whatever may be reason, problem is not our nationality but their crappy way of thinking.This proves their matured?ness.

Anyways, tomorrow its CYPRUS "INDEPENDENCE DAY", well, I wish her a happy happy INDEPENDENCE DAY, by next year it will be in EU. What else ?? I am now riding a CAR (Renault CLIO). Ofcourse, still an amatuer one, yet not bad…   .. May be, we will move into our new apartment tomorrow… who knows what happens.. I dont know what type of problem this guy will have.

NOTE:: The dialogue " I will rent it only to married people", which we hear generally in INDIA, is very very very common in CYPRUS…. Matured ?? Bite me..

Bye bye then….