I took alot of time to write this one Thing.. I dont know why but I felt very uncomfortable to write it..
Well, the thing is I want to say a girl that I like her.. But, tell me how many times does that work when a guy [Stranger for her] went to a girl and said.. "I like you and I would like to take you out for a coffee.. what eva". Life is just ain’t another movie 
.. How abt this ?? — " I want to do friendship with you.." how does this sounds.. he he .. pathetic ain’t it??.. I commented myself when ppl use this one.. but, I now know what they feel like [:(]
I just want to know more about this girl.. so that I can know whether "US" works or not.. u knw, what I mean. For clarity, I dont love her.. I just like her,.. Thrz alot of difference between these words.. Leave that.. So, I met her, wished her happy birthday …. and just wanted to carry on the conversation later.. After a week, suddenly I pinged her and said a formal "HI"… well that is ok !!
Next line .. "how was ur week?"… ok … before typing this, I thought for sometime… how to start or say how to drag her into a conversation.. so that we can later say "HI" when we meet outside.. From her side this is the msg.. "I dont wanna sound rude [Dude !!]" .. "but why ?? "…. Aaa haaa.. I don’t find any fault with her askin this… I mean, come on.. as I explained above.. am jus a stranger to her… Simply a stranger.. My stupid mistake is "add’in her on my buddy list".
Now, thats whr I took a break… what to say .. i mean how to explain her??…"but why?" .. those two little words tested my entire knowledge in english.. Well, thought for a moment and I just closed the window.. I dont know wat to say .. I said "just tryin to make a conversation" [Funny.. ain’t it ?? …. I laugh, when I think about this… ].. no reply … may be she’s expecting something else.. [What could that be ??].. My first time talking to a stranger[girl] after 7 years of boys residential school. Hmmm.. many fail in their first attempt.. .. he he.
Thats what happened that day … Monday 29th Oct.. The day that I remember foreva… Ohh ohh I forgot.. to make this happen [I mean to meet her, wish her, etc., etc.,].. I prepared for 3 weeks, noted the date on my calender.. practiced 100 times .. made different sketches [Plans]… Consulted Love Guru [sry !! he requested privacy…] 
… hmmm "did it fail ??" is the question that comes to my mind every day .. I feel very very very uncomfortable to just see her… but the truth … I don’t know "why"… May be its because I didn’t say her wht I actually wanna say .. Hmmmmm May be !! ….
Thanks for this blog, for letting me say this to someone…
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !! My heart feels very light now.. Hmm, Thanks for listening to me folks !
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